Sometimes she comes in like a lioness. After trauma. After impact. After an emotional searing reeking of eau d'stress. She hasn't shown up that way very often and not since 2012 when I kicked her in the butt and showed her the door; and not after weeks of struggling, painful, medicated, rest. I was told her visits were over. That my body was healed and shielded. Whatever I was doing keep doing it... Then sometimes, like this time, she comes knocking on my door meowing like a